Sober thoughts.

  Deja Vu! I already saw myself doing this, Hmmm.... Life as I know it is driving me crazy! So much relationship drama with the boyfriend & Honestly, I miss the single life =/ I wish I would have seriously waited before entering another relationship. Hes someone I just can't walk away from though, But got damn we fight everyday, and its mainly his ugly attitude. Grrrrr. Why can't I just find a decent guy who will Love my child & I? I'm just not going to try anymore, I'm going to sit back & let him ruin the relationship by himself. I just want happiness =/

I don't know what to do?! Sometimes I wish I was just a kid again, Playing Barbies like the good ole days! This grown up shyt ain't cutting it for me anymore. I know I'm better off alone(Single.) I was more happier and I'm selfish with my time, I only want "Me Time!" A Long Island Iced Tea sounds great right about now, Well anything alcoholic sounds great to me! I hate being/living negative and I especially hate being sober!

God, Your sense of humor is quite funny!

Thanks for that Lord ;]

Xoxo Debra <3